Sunday, February 5, 2012

Kids

February 4th, 2012

Coleman - "Cash, come here, we need to have a talk."
Cash - "Can we just hug?"
Coleman - "you want a hug?"
Cash - "Yeah, because that means we are done talking."

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February 5th, 2012

Cash - "Dad, I don't want you to go to work tonight"
Me - "No, it's good if Dad goes to work, then we can save our money and go on a vacation!"
Coleman - "Yeah! We can go to Lagoon!"
Cash - "How about just Disneyland?"
Coleman - "You are your mother's son..."




Cash - "You know what? Bumblebee trans-as-form into a van with NO DVD player. None. No."

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Saying goodbye... and a new member of the family :)

For a month or so we have been shopping... for:

That's right. I am an old mom. I want the convenience of push-button door openers, and heated leather. I want a DVD player that will entertain my sweet children, and keep them from yelling at me all the time. I want to have more babies, and by the time we have the next one we will need a bigger vehicle anyway. I am an activity days advisor, (I am working on going more often... at least.) so it will be helpful to have a bigger car for that as well. Also I babysit on occasion for friends, and my sweet Koop and Liv.... maybe even Gab soon. But I needed something big enough to house all of my precious little people.

We have had a hard time finding the right deal, and it's been tough deciding to trade or sell our Element to be able to buy said minivan.

Until Now...



This is us saying goodbye to our beloved Element. We traded up. :) But I won't lie, I had tears come to my eyes seeing her go...


The Element has served us well, and brought home both of my babies from the hospital. We've owned it since June of '06. In fact I signed papers and picked it up the day Coleman left for basic training. I drove it all by myself all summer long... when he got off the plane and came out of the airport he drove it for the first time (well as an owner... he did test-drive it.) That was weird, to him it was a new car, and to me it was old news.

I remember him taking me to drive it before we bought it, (It was a Repo at our credit union) and thinking, "seriously? that ugly, boxy thing?" ... but a few minutes in it, and I loved it. It was a 2003, it had (roughly) 40,000 miles on it... It was big and open, and comfortable for us, and suited me so well. I loved the Orange... I loved that it was plastic. (considering how much i like to rear-end stuff, or bump into things...) I loved that it had neoprene seats, and plastic that cleaned up so well...I loved that it was All wheel drive, and the EX trim. I loved that it had a sunroof in the back, and the glass could come out completely, (I think that summer I had the glass in for about a day)...etc.

I road-tripped in it to California w/my grandma that summer (and met my mom, who was travel nursing in Arizona) and went to sit in the studio audience of Dr. Phil. We had a great couple of days on the beach then back home. I actually was rear-ended in it down there... I got out screamed, made sure the hatch still opened, and left. I was not about to wait for 3 hours for a cop to come write a police report, even though no damage, (Seriously, NO damage) was done. I did, however, find Diet Coke cans (empty and full) all over that car when we got home. Thanks grandma. :)

Coleman got home from basic, and we had Cash 10 months later. :). When I was Pregnant with him (like 2 months before he was born) I was driving to pick up Coleman from work, and I pulled into a parking lot that had a cable running from one fence post to the other... I didn't see the cable, totally ran into it, and the cable ran under the hood, but on top of the passenger side fender; destroying the fender. I cried and cried and cried. It was a sad day. (This was finally fixed in 2011! But I don't think I took a pic, darn it... Ha.)

We drove Cash home in this car. My Dad (who works at autoliv (airbags and seatbelts) is kind of a seatbelt police-man) helped me to hook up the base of Cash's car seat in the middle of the back seats. It was nice to have such an open car to get his big bulky car seat in and out of. I remember driving home one time (from my mom's, exactly 3 miles from my house at that time) and Cash cried and cried the whole way home. Screamed more like. Until I finally cried. Like felt horrible, worst mom in the world, my baby was suffering because of me, cry. I was a first time mom. What more can I say?

This car and I were great friends the next couple of years:
(It's a stretch... but the nose of the car is in the pic, right? :)
The kid could NOT figure out what happened to his sucker. Love him:

When we had Presley, same thing, it was nice to have a bigger car to load the kids in and out of. In fact, when my water broke (with Pres) I was at home in my bathroom, Coleman had just gotten a call to go on a fire.... I grabbed Cash, loaded him up, and stuck a hand towel between my legs... stuck another towel on the seat, and drove in the Element to good old EIRMC. It was quite an exciting day, :) -- poor car.

It was very open, which was nice when we had both kids to load up, I would open my door, then the back door, load her in, then buckle up Cash. When I started school in the end of August '09 I started driving our civic more to save gas money... Coleman drove the Element more often...


At the end of the first semester of nursing school (July '10) we went camping at Bear Lake with Coleman's family, (which I was amazed by the amazingness of its ability to drive in the sand down to the water... If you couldn't tell It was truly amazing.) Then camping with my family at Granite in Wyoming. We drove this bad boy, and towed our cute little ghetto tent trailer. It was on this camp trip that we got a ticket for leaving our cooler out in bear country. Apparently this is a serious offense, as it was a $250 ticket. (While negotiating and paying this ticket, some of the officers we talked to on the phone couldn't believe anyone had written a ticket for this, let alone for that much money. One of them followed up with "well, I guess it's anything from $50-$5000. Depending on how compliant you are being." --- We had been camping for less than 24 hours at this point, no warning. Nothing.) Oh well. Live and learn. Probably won't go back there again... Because if we did we wouldn't have the trusty Element to leave the cooler in this time...
(P.S. If a bear came, I would probably throw my cooler out to give myself enough time to grab my kids and get outta dodge anyway. Just sayin')


(You can see the suicide doors in this photo.... The boys were getting ready to go river rafting with my family, during our reunion... Snake river... Cash rode to 'the cable')

This is us going to Cash's first day of preschool... We (of course) drove the Element:


When I totalled our civic in November of 2010 (The 2nd semester of nursing school):

(BAD Day!) Cried a lot this day too. Scared me. (And this was our first car we bought together. I am very sentimental. Or just mental. not sure which...)

The Element was the only car we had for a minute... Luckily our insurance rented us a car for a couple weeks, and Coleman's parents borrowed us one of theirs for the last week until we got our insurance money. We bought another Civic:


in December, which was nice because it was a 4 door, not a 2-door like our blue one. It was much easier to drive kids in, plus it got better gas mileage than the Element. Coleman found a little Toyota Tacoma this last February-ish, and has since been driving that constantly. The Element found itself alone... it had no driver. It became our back-up, and occasionally we would drive it around town, but not often enough. We have been meaning to sell it for a while. But like everything else in our lives, it waited until we were done with school. :)

Presley cried last night when we got home in our van and the Element was gone... "The Element is GONE! Oh no! We left the Element!" The way she says Element is SO cute... emphasis on all of the syllables. Love the little munchkin face. I guess she missed the part where we moved our stuff into the other car, and then drove for several hours... (yeah, all the way from Bountiful Utah...) just sayin'

Coleman finally realized today what I was saying when I said I was a little sad to see the Element go. We saw one like it in town, and he was like "Oh, it is kind of sad." Ha. I am not the only pathetic weird-o in my house with emotional connections to vehicles.

But that would only open a whole new can of worms! :)

So, here we are two-day owners of a Black 2008 Honda Odyssey. It has 23,000 miles, and seriously feels so super new. I love it.

Even if it makes me an OLD FRUMPY mom.

DVD, tan leather heated seats, reverse camera, heated mirrors... there are SO many cool features about this car, I really like. Even though I am a mini-vanning mama now. Make fun of me all you want....

I am totally tinting the front 2 windows, so no one can see me driving it. :)

P.S. Did I mention how excited I am to have a car payment again? OOOHHH goody! It's been at least 3 years since we have had one... joyous.
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Funny Kid conversations lately:

Tonight: ‎

"why did Presley poop her pants?"
"I think it was an accident because she has diarrhea. She probably thought it was a toot. But it was watery poop."
"OH, that's called a juicy toot." -Cash

Yesterday:

I don't like my mom.... I love her. - Cash
(He sang this at least 236 times on our way home last night from Utah. It was roughly the same number of times as potty stops we had to take from Dad's house to home...)

Sunday:
"Mom, next you are going to have two babies, one boy and one girl."
"Oh really, Cash? What are we going to name them?"
"...hmmm... I want to name her BabyCake."
"Ha. Done."

(BTW, this is not the first time this sweet child has told me that I will be experiencing the joy of a twin birth. SO maybe he knows something that I don't? :)

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Candy Machines

Last summer Coleman bought Cash 2 candy machines at a garage sale the week-end I graduated. (Which by the way was exactly 6 months ago today... crazy huh?) He has been pretty into learning how to use money, and filling up the candy machines.

Once when filling the machine, he took the bag of quarters and said "OOOHHHH, Money, Money, I LOVE Money!" --this struck me as funny considering that he doesn't know really anything about it... but that I always tell him I don't have enough money to buy him a toy, ha.

He is slowly working on his bank account, and was so cute the day we went to set up said account. The lady said "do you want to set up a password on this account?" -- I asked Cash "what do you want your password to be?" He said "uuhhh, ... please?" Ha. I think one of the machines will be Presley's to maintain, when she gets a bit older.

P.S. How could you say no to this amazingly cute little face?!?!

We just barely placed his second machine, but we kind of miss having it here. I am pretty sure I ate half of the hot tamales all by myself. So it's prob good on the old mid-section that it is gone. But it was fun with Koop and Liv, every time they came over they had quarters in hand to spend...

I recently told him he should save the money from the machines for a ticket to Disneyland, for himself and his baby sister. When he had enough money to buy both of them, we could go. (Right now they are running a military deal for $99 per 3 day park hopper...Military Salute)


So perhaps this year we will make it happen. If I could possibly decide to drag myself to work those few extra shifts to pay for it, that is... Or maybe we will just use our tax returns... :) and, of course, if Cash can sell some SERIOUS amounts of M&Ms and Mike and Ikes. Just Sayin'



P.S. I also need one of these for the trip:

Yes, that is a mini-van. I have completely lost my marbles, and the little bit of coolness I used to think I had. :)

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Cash

"Mom, do our jammies grow bigger while we grow bigger?"

"Uh, nope. We take them out and box them up when they get too small. Then buy you bigger ones."

"But why?"

"How would we make them bigger Cash?"

"We could... give them food, so they can grow..."

(This was several days ago, mind you, after he had squeezed his cute little body into a teeny Buzz Lightyear footie pajama. I think he just doesn't want to get rid of them, because they are Buzz. Don't know what I would do without these little loves in my life. Love, love, love my BABIES!)

Friday, January 20, 2012

Cash

"Get back you savages!" - Megamind

"He said 'get back you sandwiches!' He called them that." - Cash

Monday, January 16, 2012

Today and pajama days

Had the best (productive) day today! Bleached half of my house (second deep cleaning this week), vacuumed and mopped all my floors (also second time this week), finished my laundry, played legos with my kids, babysat an adorable set of twins, took all 4 kids to Leo's (where we had pizza, they played hard on the toys, and then we played games... :) Got a new windshield, worked on cash's letters, made dinner for my family (for the hubby when he got home from work), made rice crispy treats and my kids helped (they are learning how to cook! YAY!), and tonight I went to Zumba!

If every day were like today, as productive as today, my life would be perfect. :)

I love being a mom so much. This is what my life is supposed to be, taking care of important things for my family, while being around to hear my kids say "Mom, you're the best mom." (Cash) or "I love this mom." (Pres) My kids hug me so close, and love me no matter what. This love that they have is so pure and true. If only I could learn how to love like this again, and forget judgements and prejudices.

I am finally getting back on top of my house from school. Ridiculous I know. I graduated the end of July (6 freakin' months ago, how did that happen, already?), we went camping and to Portland, Oregon the next week/week-end. Then we came home and I slept. I slept, and held my kids, and detoxed from the stress of the last year or two. I had physical pain in my shoulders from the constant weight of stress on me. I recouped. We had many, many pajama days during my 6 weeks off. I escaped my house as much as possible. Any distraction was good, shopping, hangin' with the family, etc. Anything I could do minus working at home. (You would think with all the work I have done at school, it would be an easy transition back to normal life. But I wanted mind-numbing activities. Anything where I didn't have to think.) We went to Hawaii for a week (but we were gone for closer to 2) the end of August beginning of Sept. Believe you me, I thoroughly enjoyed this month and a half off with my beautiful children, and my husband. This was time well spent. Then I started working Sept 12th and I was putting in full-time hours training into my new job. Coleman left the 5th(ish) for his internship in Montana. That was yet another crazy couple of months. But let me also tell you, working and school are VERY different. For one thing, there is a paycheck involved which makes it very easy to continue showing up for, and the level of stress at home is minimal, not like school.

Coleman was gone, I was home. I have my 2 kids, and my job now. 3 (12 hour shifts) per week. Man, that is a lot of hours for a kid... those days are SOOOO long. Usually by my second or third on, my kids would be so starved for my attention they cry and whine and throw fits just so I will hold them, or look at them, or kiss them, or whatever. I trained at work, Coleman interned in Great Falls, and everyone was, once again, left watching my sweet babies. They are great kids, at least I think so... but this was not that easy. (Not that hard, I learned from school, but also not that easy.) Coleman would often come home on the week-ends, which made this bearable, but it is hard to be apart. Just not the way my life is supposed to be.

November rolled around, and Coleman kicked it up a notch, and spent extra hours, and finally finished his internship a few days before Thanksgiving. I have never been so happy to see another human, than when he came home :).

Thaksgiving we spent at Grandma GG's with Rob, Leesa and Eric, and Dad and Kristine. It was nice to have everyone together, although that is only half the fam. We learned a physiology lesson that day, when after dinner, the kids stuck little Presley in one of Grandma's beautiful pink chairs and spun her super fast... To everyone's dismay and humor, she totally blew chunks. :) It was only on her clothes though, So we just pulled her sweater off, and she was fine.

I was "done" training on November 18th, but still pulled full time hours through the bulk of the end of the year. That is, in fact, the busy season for Post Partum, partly because we recover post-op GYN surgeries as well, and everyone is trying to get in while their deductible is paid... Not to mention that it was Christmas time, so we were crazy busy getting gifts together... we finally bagged it and did gift cards for most of the family this year. :) It was good to even get a tree up this year. Seriously it was beautiful, but it was all that we got out for Christmas. Lucky for me, I still had my Christmas icicle lights from last year on the house, and the colored lights on the tree outside... So the house looked more festive than it should have.

Christmas was amazing. My kids are SO fun! They loved Santa, they loved spending so much time with family. They basically loved everything about the holidays. (Even now my kids keep saying "Mom, It's Christmas! Let's go see what Santa brought!" -- "Sorry, but today isn't Christmas...Santa doesn't come today" which they are usually joking, but when they are not is usually returned with shining eyes, and a big bottom lip.) About 10 days before Christmas I started getting on top of my house more and more... I cannot stomach the thought of spending Christmas morning in a house that is anything less than immaculate. :) So I got a lot done.

For the last month it has been - day off - (1 step forward), - work a day - (2 steps back). So finally I came home last week to boxes in the living room of tree decorations, a naked tree, a million dishes/toys/pieces of garbage/etc. EVERYWHERE. I nearly had a meltdown. My poor kids, who are happy in spite of the mess, saw their mom at my worst. I totally freaked out. (I realize when I take things out on others, or I am judgemental or critical, I have come to find that is usually because of my OWN insecurities. It is my own weakness that brings out the worst in me, and causes me to point the finger of blame at those I love most. This is what I am working on right now.) The next morning, I did something about it... and for the last few days (since I haven't worked for 4 now) I have been able to get on top of a lot of it... my bedroom still needs work/new carpet/dejunked... But we moved out a 6 foot box worth of crapola (+some) to the DI. I feel like a whole new woman now. The living room, kitchen, family room, and kids rooms are looking great! YAY! Even our basement we dejunked a lot of stuff. It feels so good to get rid of the clutter and the mess. I feel such a load off! I also realize in doing this we are teaching our kids to keep the house clean. They can help, and have chores, but just seeing the way we choose to live will hopefully help motivate them to want the same.

The gunny sack stealing kids toys is a great way to motivate them... they want to hold onto their toys, and knowing the gunny sack will take them if they are not put away helps them... poor babies... They have had many conversations about said gunny sack, that usually go something like this:
Cash - "Pres, you better pick up those legos, or the gunny sack will take them."
- "The gunny sack? Oh no, I not want him to get my toys."
- "Yes Pres, the gunny sack can come at night or in the day."
- "The gunny sack is scary."

One of these days my husband is going to come home from work, and my bedroom is going to be immaculate... and maybe the bathrooms and basement will be a new color. I just feel like my old life is coming back. Slowly, but surely. I used to be good at everything, or at least my kids, and keeping my house clean. I put off my house for so long in school, it's like i have had to retrain myself on how to even clean. Coleman used to come home from work, and the kitchen was painted, or some heavy furniture was rearranged all by myself. (Uuuhhh, did I get the right house?) He used to come home, and I would have sewed some major project all day, and have accomplished things. Lately it seems like on my days off, he comes home, and I have been laying in bed with my kids all day watching movies in my pajamas. I like both ends of the spectrum, but I am glad to be finding me again. This is me, I like to be busy, I like getting things accomplished, I love making things, painting things, and sewing things. I love working out, and getting ready early, and getting a lot of errands (that actually matter, not just time wasters) done. I love going places, and seeing things, and having new experiences. Also, I really do love my job. I think I am good at what I do, because I love it. I just have to find the right balance in my life. All things in moderation. I feel that I am my best self when I am doing these things. I feel like I am a better mom and wife, the only two things I ever (and always) want to be. I always want to be my best self... EVERY DAY can be a better day, a more accomplished day.

But an occasional pajama days is okay too!

SO.... What are you going to change today?





P.S. - funny conversation of the day:

Cash - "Mom, look at this lego guy."
- "Why, Cash? Is he attractive?"
- "No, Mom, he's not a tractor."

Friday, January 13, 2012

Christmas Eve and Christmas - 2011

Christmas Eve we spent at Sarah's, making sugar cookies for Santa. We let the kids frost them, an activity they enjoyed, but mostly they were excited to eat some.



Then we opened our Christmas pajamas -- my kids each got a book also this year. That was kind of fun.

Kooper was super sick, Gabi was super ready for bed... it was a big day.

Thankfully both kids fell asleep in the car on the way home. It was kind of nice! When we got home we made them a bed on the floor in our bedroom, that way they wouldn't wake up before us and see all that Santa brought before we did...

Christmas was on a Sunday this year. I always like that, it helps to drive home the meaning of Christmas when you get to go to church on Christmas day. It also helps that church is only 1 hour long, not 3 hours. Just sayin' :) My kids were super naughty at church, but so were Coleman and I. After waking up early to play with so many new toys, it was hard to settle down...


(Pure Joy)
My kids were spoiled rotten, between Santa and everyone else...




We woke up at our own house that morning.



Then after church we went to Coleman's parents... Where Coleman got the surprise of his life! A gun safe. He was super excited! Big HUGE smile. I will never forget it.


My kids were spoiled rotten here as well (and so were Coleman and I) -- Pres LOVED this Rapunzel wig. Grandma gave her what she has always wanted. HAIR!

These are my kids Christmas outfits... Mimi and grandma Yoda made them for my Mom's temple day on December 15th. They are absolutely adorable, and Pres got a lot of good comments at church. The dress is incredible.

Then we spent the rest of the day at Mom and Blake's! Even Mimi got to try on the Rapunzel wig... :) We cooked and had a lovely family night together... it was wonderful.

Cute mom... and Blake's sweater totally looks like a sock monkey. :)

Funny things my kids say

Jan. 13, '12

"Mom, can I pick up a whole chair, now?"

"I don't know Cash, can you?"
"I just had a vitamin treat, so now I am super duper strong!"

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Jan. 7, '12

‎"Pres, do you want to go for a drive?" -dad
"no, i'n too busy. .... Is mom gonna go too?"
"yeah"
"okay, I not too busy."

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Cash and Pres - Jan 6, '12
‎"Cashie, you gonna go out and kill bad guys?" - Pres
"Yeah, I am. And you better not come with me, or they might punch you."
"I not gonna go, cause they might punch me. Right in the face."

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Christmas 2011
I'm getting spoiled up!! - Cash

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Dec. 23, '11
Cash - "hey Presley, lets race cars, and if I win you have to piss in my cup."
Dad - "WHAT?"
Cash - "it's the piston cup, so she has to piss in my cup"

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Dec. 20, '11
‎"Christmas isn't about surprising, it's about believing." -Cash

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Dec. 16, '11
‎'Farts that make noises don't stink. But farts that don't make noise really do stink.' -Cash

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Dec. 11, '11
‎"I'n Rapunzel, Cashie's Flynn Rider, Dad's Pascal, and you're mother. Mother goggle." - Presley to me

"I papercutted my thumb, and it will never heal. i want Jesus here to heal it." -Cash

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Dec. 10, '11
I want some hot chocolate, Fwench fwies, and a dwink. - Presley

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Dec. 2, '11
Coleman - "Pres, are you Rapunzel?" --- "yup!"
"are you Tiana?" --- "yup!"
"are you Belle?" --- "yup!"
"are you Ariel?" --- "no Ariel is Cash's girlfriend.


‎"I found chocolate! Daisy you can't have any because then you will eat a seizure and it will hurt your brain and stuff." - Cash to the dog

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Nov. 16, '11
mom when i grow up make me a kid, okay? because i like being a kid. - Cash

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Nov. 14, '11
‎"Mom, if you get naked by yourself, and you're not in the tub, then that's against the law." - Cash

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Nov. 4, '11
very upset for an hour... "Finn Lyder cut off Punzel's hair! Dad...why Finn Lyder cut off Punzel's hair?!?" - Presley

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Oct. 29, '11
‎"Where's your head" -- "here" -- "where's your bellybutton?" -- "here" -- "Where's your boobies?" -- -- -- "uh, I didn't have any boobies." - Convo between myself and Presley

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Oct. 21, '11
‎"I want to watch the people of walmart again, it is so funny!" - Cash

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Today we celebrate:
-10-different "careers" :)
-9-semesters of college (x2)-(I like to refer to this as 9 circles of hell)
-8-Different cars we've owned
-7-YEARS OF MARRIAGE! (and many July birthdays :) Cash's is 7/7/7)
-6-Adorable neices and nephews. (3 of each)
-5-Golden Rings (promise, 2 wedding, titanium, & the Joseph Smith)
-4-Years of parenthood
-3-Different Houses -- and amazing vacations :)
-2-AMAZING & Beautiful Babies... and (in April) two degrees!
-1-WOnDeRFuL Family that I love so much (especially you Coleman)
.......And a Partridge in a Pear Tree!

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Halloween

We made a quick road trip down to Utah to go to the Dinosaur park on the 21st. We met Dad and Kennedy there. They had a ton of lights, and some trick or treat booths. It was a good time, the kids thoroughly enjoyed it. Kennedy was Darth Vader, Cash a dog, and Pres a unicorn. :) We went out to Sizzler afterword, and I got some weird looks... with my bright red lipstick, and long fake eyelashes! I wore a black sweater and a cute witches hat. It was a fun night! :)







Making goo at on eof the booths. They thought this was pretty cool :)

Where's Darth? :)



On the 29th we went to boo at the zoo! This is always an exciting event, seeing animals and trick-or-treating. My kids love this stuff! Sarah and Kris went, and so did Mom and Blake.

My kids were an army man, and Belle from Beauty and the Beast.



Olivia was so sick, she rode in the stroller, because she didn't feel like doing anything else, poor girl. Gab was so cute and fun to snuggle. Sure love spending time with all these kids.

Love koops face!

Bowling at one of the various games they had set up... Cash pretty much through the ball way past the crates both times. I laughed, but he got treats anyway...

It's tough being Daddy's Princess...

She wouldn't wear her crown... so I did for a while. Love this girl. She loved wearing her costumes! She likes being a princess. I love her cuteness :)

On the actual night of Halloween we went to the trunk or treat with Sarah's ward, then we went to eat at Out of Bounds Sports Grill, which is at the golf course in Rigby... pretty dang good, I must say... :)